Nuisansical

２月前、あたしは本当に自信がある。外国に行く君を待ってる。

でも、今のあたしはこんな自信もない。待てるかどうか、わからない。

今こんな関係が嫌。

もう疲れた。

どうしてあたしが君を必要とする時、君がいないの？

あぁぁぁぁ。。。

やっぱり。。。

この距離だから。

でも、ごめんね〜もう我慢できないから。

This Song

Even though I want to buy you a pretty necklace
Even though I want to take you out on a ride in a nice car
Even though I want to dress you in nice clothes
Even though I want to take you to nice places

This hand that I put inside my pocket grabs nothing
How can I get you
My position doesn’t suit you
Regardless, can you stay by my side

The only thing I can give is this song
All I have is this voice
Even if this makes you laugh
But I still sing
I hope you accept it

Even if you say it’s okay
Even if you say it’s okay if I have you
Even if you say you’re happy everyday
Even if you say you don’t what anything more

Pretty, good things; fun, cool things
You obviously want to do these things too Baby
You know that if you stay by my side I can’t do these things
Regardless, can you stay by my side

The only thing I can give is this song
All I have is this voice
Even if this makes you laugh
But I still sing
I hope you accept it

I only have this song
I really have nothing but this voice
I don’t know if this will make you laugh
But I still sing
I hope you accept it
I hope you accept it

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突然掃除したかった。変ね。掃除というものは・・・部屋をきれいにして、古いものを見つけて、思いを出すことかな？あたしもよくわからない。

掃除した中、先生がくれた誕生日プレゼントを壊しちゃった。悲しいな・・・先生がくれた物だ・・・

掃除・・・物を壊す時かな・・・変な時だ・・・掃除ってこと・・・